Okay so I've decided they should patent a type of phone where you have to blow into a breathalizer thingy before you're allowed to dial. Thank God though that I only called my ex who just thinks it's funny when I call him and I'm drunk. I could have called the new guy whose number I only got yesterday and haven't even used yet!!! Anyways I'm in NYC right now...I'm about 12 hours from getting a fill and I'm freaking a little...hence the drunkness. I think I'm freaking because I'm worried that my doctor will be upset that I haven't lost any since he saw me last. And I'm worried because alot of people are counting on this working for me and I'm worried that I'll somehow screw it up and it won't work like the last fill and I'll let everyone down.
Well we see how all goes in a little while. I'll try and remember to write an entry about how the doctors appointment goes. My trip so far has been nice...we on a sightseeing bus trip again and went and saw Avenue Q which was hilarious...but puppets should not be abused in such ways!!! Hope all is going well with everyone in cyberland.
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I was looking for blogs about lap band surgery and that's how I found yours. Reading this post made me just want to comment and tell you that you so shouldn't be thinking about what everyone else will think if you fail or not! It's only YOU that matters here hon. That's it, that's all. I'm not quite at being commited to doing the lap band surgery, but I have been making decided changes in my diet this past year, and it's worked some. But the most important thing was me making that choice *for myself*. Forget the hubby, the kids, the in-laws.. think only of you. It's your body, and your health. Not theirs. *hugs*
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