Scales

So I've decided I'm a little obsessed with weighing myself. It's the first thing I do when I wake up in the morning, and then I do it numerous other times during the day. So I just called my sister and asked her to hide it when she gets home and only give me it on Saturdays before my meetings, so I can see how they correlate.

I feel so much better on Weight Watchers, I feel like I'm happier, more alert, just more everything. I feel like I'm making a positive change in my life and like my mother is watching over me and is SO proud of me. I feel no desire to cheat because I can have anything I want as long as I record it and account for it. I've not once so far eaten anything I haven't written down.

Today I woke up around lunch time. Let me explain that...I work midnights, so on my days off I tend to keep to that schedule a bit and stay up late and sleep in. I was up til 2:30 watching Zodiac (which was excellent) then I played on the computer, reading lap band blogs and playing a computer game until 4 am. I did, however, manage to sleep through Britt tell me she was going to P-Burg and through my alarm clock (which worries me, afraid I'll do it for work). Anyways, back to what I was gonna say. I got up and had 2 Turkey Sandwhiches for 3 points each, a 1/2 cup of Cottage Cheese for 3 points, 1/2 cup Blackberries and 1/2 cup of Cool Whip Free for 1 point and glass of Light Cranberry Juice for 1 point. 11 points for my lunch, with 29 left. I may have something again before work, or I'll just save them all for there because that's where I tend to graze.

So I'm gonna end this post with some music lyrics:

"Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cableAnd life's like an hourglass, glued to the tableNo one can find the rewind button, girl.So cradle your head in your handsAnd breathe... just breathe,Oh breathe, just breathe"

That's what I'm gonna do, just breathe, day in and and day out.